Girl Trouble. Please Help Me?

OK so I had lied to this girl about something big. Now she had gotten over it and we had been hanging out. When we started hanging out, we started making out and I got to second base. We did this about six times. But she still didn't know if she liked me or not according to her. She said she wanted a week to think about it. She never got that week. The last time we hung out, when I went to kiss her she let me but then she said she was cold so I pulled her in for another kiss and she pulled away. This wasn't a big deal. But then I made a big deal out of it, apologizing for pulling her in. Then she got mad at me because she thought I was blaming her for it. Then she was mad at me again and wanted a day or two to think about it because she was skeptical about hanging out again. The next day she was really mad, not wanting to talk to me at all. So I asked if i should refund the Jack's Mannequin tickets I bought for us and she said yes. She didn't know I had boughten them. Later that day, she said that she doesn't care anymore about us. She said that I have a self-pitying attitude and I'm manipulative because of the tickets (I have no idea why) and that she doesn't care anymore. I try to convince her that I'll fix it. She says no, that she realizes that she can't trust me because she didn't believe I got the tickets in the first place and I could just buy them now to prove my point. She says that she shouldn't have trusted me all along. I don't believe that because a day ago, we were having fun and making out and she wouldn't make out with me if she didn't like me. She isn't that type of girl. She is pushing me away for some reason and I don't know why. No matter what I do, she doesn't want to talk to me in person and she tells me to stop trying with her because I've had too many chances. But I know I love her and we are meant to be together. Then she said she doesn't want me in her life at all. I think she is just doing this to push me away for soem unknown reason. Then I tell her I can stop being manipulative, I can stop having a self-pity attitude, and I can stop being over-ytical. I said I can control it. Then she asked why haven't I controlled it yet if I can, and I said because I didn't think it was that bad or that big of a deal. Then she says "when you can provide me with a specific example of how you are going to supposedly prove it, maybe then I'll actually ******* believe you." So it's really hard to put in words how I'm going to specifically prove it. Can you help me please?