Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Do you think florida is hell?

lived in central florida for 7 years of my life, luckly i made it out alive, but feel aslthough my time and sense of peace and loving life have been distorted and manipulated by the endless days and nights in honest anguish and despair. Never once in 7 horrible years did i have just one day of peace. The people are either old and dillusional, redneck,simple minded and ignorant, psychotic manic depressives, or/and fake or followers. Going to high school and community college i still never had one conversation that i felt enlightened or informed by something honest, meaningful, or true.There is absolutely nowhere to go unless you drive long distances and have a large bank account. There is no mom and pop stores or very few, every store or restaurant is a chain preety much. The landscape is downright flat and ugly. Never really got to see the ocean being in the middle of the state but wow is there nothing of natural beauty there. All the trees are small and forests are swamplike. You cant go swimming there because of alligators and bacteria. Its too hot and sticky out 10 out of 12 months out of there year. When ever i went out for a nature day which i do in new england i felt so uninspired and dissapointed. Everything is cookie cuter like the roads, subdivisions, and the shopping centers, so fake. no beautiful landscapes, no beautiful architechture, no independent people, no sense of community or current culture, just a feeling everyday that god made a land that is impossible to connect to and people that are fake, uninteresting, and hiding in secret lives in which they dream only in self gratification and lies. It has changed who I am, i can never be the same person, i will always hate florida, its the opposite of all i find beautiful, most of the women have ugly personalities, no sense of grace or care, have no interesting hobbies, or dumb and unattractive appearances. I question if i lost my soul by being forced to live in Florida because it has made everything seem empty to me now. Why god would create such people and land i will not ever understand. From the people,culture places, climate, and environment, FLORIDA IS MY HELL and that is my truth. did i metion that no one likes good rock music or insightful movies or books? KILL FLORIDA NOW!

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